rowr!!!

today is an off day. not that anything bad actually happened. (though a lot things could have gone wrong. starting with a potential near-fatal accident.) i just feel absolutely out of sorts. my bad knee is acting up. my nose is still stuffy. i didn't have a decent lunch, but i'm not hungry. the thought of food makes me feel sick. that's saying a lot from a girl who perenially binges.

i'm not enjoying work, although i'm not under pressure to do anything at the moment. i can't focus on any task. i feel fat, bloated, and ugly. it must be those d**n hormones again.

most importantly, i can't think. i can't write. argh!!! what is WRONG with me today?!?!?!