sad
so i didn't get into the 16-month m.arch program. sigh. but then, i guess it shouldn't be a big deal, 'cause i originally was going to do the 12-month program anyway.
yeah, but it still stings when you know you're not good enough to get into a program you really wanted. than again, i really may not be good enough for the m.arch program, and it's better for me to stick to something i'm good at. technical stuff. boring, number crunching stuff.
sigh. i still feel bad. it's like saying i'm not a good enough designer to be considered for the m.arch program. which, in truth, i really am. i'll admit that much. but i was hoping this could help change that. 'cause the whole time i was in undergrad up 'til my work now, i didn't feel creatively challenged. or inspired. i felt like my creativity was limited, and kept boxed in. i wanted someone to help me get out of the box. i thought this could be it. i guess not.
it's like the rest of the world is telling me to just quit trying and stick to what i know. numbers and words and everything conventional. that should make my parents happy. i suppose.
but it leads me to one question - what about me, am i happy?
no. definitely not.
posted by super inday at 1:45 am
3 Comments:
sorry to hear that
who knows? once they see the quality of your work in the first 12 months, they might consider keeping you for four more
don't lose hope :D
i don't think these 'issues' would determine your real talent in designing, if you really want to pursue a career in design, i think you should go ahead, show them that they were wrong
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aaaw. thanks guys!!! i needed that. =) i'm feeling much better now. i just needed time to adjust to the idea, i suppose. it's all good =) thanks for the head's up =)
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