crapcrapcrap

okay, i know i shouldn't be cursing, but CRAP.

it's one of those days when i'm overly negative and wrung-out. and the little things bother me ten times more than they should. yeah, it's the hormones. crap crap crap.

i thought i had rid myself of an irritating client and an overly boring (not to mention ridiculously tedious) project. lo and behold, it comes knocking on my door yet again. with barely ten working days to go. isn't that just GREAT???

so i'm just going to do what i'm supposed to do. sure, i can do that... if the software will work properly!!! how the heck am i supposed to do photo-editing work without keyboard commands??? i can't even ADD a selection to the set becuase it refuses to recognize any keyboard inputs!!! *&^%$#@!

yes, i may be getting worked up over nothing. like i said, the hormones. logically, i shouldn't be bothered. but i am. for the life of me, i just can't seem to let it go. and even though i told myself to get a grip, and i am trying REALLY hard, i am still upset for no apparent reason. it doesn't have to be work or the PC or irritating new employees in the office. i am just ANGSTY today. like i want to sock something. or someone. or just have a really good cry for 45 minutes.

of course, i can't do any of that, now, can i???

crap.

CRAP.

and did i already say CRAP!?!?

this is why i should NEVER take hormone pills. EVER.

crap.

i need my happy pills.