hard work

just finished dinner, after a long day at school. been building a model, making drawings, and serving as in-flight entertainment for the past 12hours. my head is throbbing, but it doesn't really hurt. i just feel spent. haven't worked this hard for... hm. three months? hahaha. but it's a different kind of work... right now, i'm doing something for myself. not for some grumpy old boss. and i'm more tired now than i was last july. probably because i can easily brush off the pressure exerted on my by other people, but i can't really escape the pressure i put on myself. the funny thing is, i don't feel tired until i stop working. an hour ago, i was still good - except that i was hungry. harhar. i'm not really making sense now, am i? chalk it up to fatigue. mental faculties not completely intact.

it feels kinda good to be doing something creative, though. and to be working with other people as a team. plus, building physical models are always fun.

okay, time to get some rest. long day (again) tomorrow.