me against the world
apparently i am always wrong. apparently my parents would never take my side even if it is not completely my fault. sure, blame it on me. not like i have enough things to worry about. not like i didn't suffer major emotional breakdown a year ago. not like i'm still recovering from all the scars... not like a relapse isn't likely to happen.
sometimes i just want to die.
sometimes i wish i did.
sometimes i just want to die.
sometimes i wish i did.
posted by super inday at 1:57 pm
4 Comments:
in some ways, i know where you're coming from. my parents even sent me to a shrink. the diagnosis? i have a very strong personality that my family actually has a hard time coping with. it totally sucks when most of the time they put the blame on you when part of the fact is that they are incapable of admitting a lot of things in life - like they are so human, imperfect and subject to limitations.
Take it easy fongi.... Things that are absolutely SHITTY happen talaga.
And it's totally madness that we have to get beaten down by the people who are supposed to help us up... but that happens too.
I honestly don't know what to say because as someone who gets a fair share of that all the time as well, I know for a fact that right now you're probably feeling like no one gets it like you...
But if I may share one thing to you... sometimes, I too feel like the world just wants me to die or that I wanna die as well... in the end, I just opt to stick around because I enjoy the idea of hanging around to piss the world off some more... :P
i know i don't have a monopoly on getting ass-kicked and morale-crushed, but it's nice to hear from the other "victims" as well. reminds me that there are people who can relate. thanks guys. you rock =)
but be reminded that the operative word there is "sometimes." so just think of the other times you don't want to die. *happy thoughts*
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