intimidated

just received my course curriculum through email. i am paralyzed. i cannot believe i agreed to do this. i don't know how the heck i am supposed to cope. god, help me!!!

final dissertation in three months... topic and outline (with matching defense) after first six months. holy cow. cow cow cow cow cow.

goodness gracious. the m.arch program schedule is not as tight, but the output is more design-based. (much like thesis in undergrad.) not that it matters, 'cause i'm in the m.sc program. man, i am going to go nuts. i swear. i don't know how i'm going to pull it off. gain another ten pounds, i suppose. (and i don't mean sterling!!!)

i haven't even finished reading the course content and i'm already panicking. panic panic panic. have to do advanced reading NOW!!! oh, good grief. i can't believe i have to pay to go through this kind of mental torture.