underweight no more!

woohoo!!! i have reached my goal of hitting 125lbs, and surpassed it by one pound. Hopefully that one pound is just water retention, because now i am beginning to feel FAT. i suppose my earlier post of feeling like a blimp is no longer irrational and unfounded. i AM fat (compared to before). imagine, from 113lbs back in college (five years ago) to 126lbs. wow. the most i weighed during my UP years was 120. and that lasted barely a year.

so this is how it feels to not be underweight. hmmmm... now i am beginning to get conscious of what i eat, and how much. i used to munch whatever i wanted, whenever i wanted (and that occurs every two to four hours. YES, i am a pig. a slim pig, mind you.) now... let's just say i have to stop myself from eating all the time. got to work on that growing midsection.

well, according to the halls.md website, i am well within the ideal weight range, and my body mass index is 19.7 kg/m2 (the "ideal" would be 19 to 25 kg/m2) somehow, i am not comforted. this must be what normal people feel.