IQ = 10
i'm dead tired. and very sleepy. and it's affecting my mental functions.
for the first time since i can remember, i cannot string two coherent thoughts together. spent an hour in front of the computer accomplishing virtually nothing. when i saw that i was getting nowhere with autocad, i decided to blog. but i couldn't even finish one of my old posts. random ideas keep coming but i can't put them together into a decent piece. i am so out of it. time to call it a day.
posted by super inday at 6:04 pm
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my track record with men thus far has been, well, disastrous. suffice it to say, past relationships have left me greatly disappointed, but hopefully, also highly enlightened. as always, things seem much clearer in hindsight. i realized that all this time i have been "settling" - and making excuses for my poor choices. not to say that the men i've loved are losers but... put it this way - i wouldn't be caught dead with them now. i should have seen the warning signs when my sisters scrunched up their noses whenever they see my then-boyfriends. i should have seen it like nametags plastered across their foreheads - LOSER LOSER LOSER
~two words, ouch and sorry.
csa
sigh. excuse bitterness, everyone is entitled to free speech. am happy for you and _ _ _ _ _ _ _.. =) you deserve to be happy. God bless always.
csa
shucks, no way pala to erase posts T_T.. its my first time to read anyone's blog e. *erase erase erase* my previous posts =) am happy ur doing well na.. and so glad that you seem happy. no dramatics (drama-antics) from me n_n take care.
you can erase posts, actually, if you're the blog moderator, or if you posted the comment using a blogsopt user name. but i'm going to leave your comments there anyway.
dude, i am not happy with whomever it is you think i'm happy with. i am happy being single. i'm happy i am no longer in self-destructive relationships. i am happy i no longer have to spend three hours every night crying my heart out.
i'm sorry, maybe loser is the wrong word to use. but the fact remains that i have made poor choices during my lifetime. things didn't work out because they really weren't meant to work out. it's as simple as that. the sooner you accept it, the better off everyone will be.
funny how we have to revert to this blog space to communicate. sigh. talk to me.
iv accepted it a long time ago na that i just wasnt meant to have you.. but iv always had only praise to say of you til this day. i was not expecting this to be returned in kind naman, but i guess i was caught a tad bit off guard by ur blog n_n if i was going to say things like that about someone i wouldnt text them na to read my blog (if i had one). though maybe you just forgot that you had that post (or maybe the invite was by accident) but its okay :) i do understand you. and i did make so many mistakes with you. and yes perhaps i never did deserve you. forget my well-wishes about that someone, im happy that you're happy and well, period.
"God treasures the sincere and unselfish prayer of one sinful man more than the loud hymns of a thousand saints"-something akin to sunday school
:) i know that its not meant to be taken literally, but perhaps it is true.. he heard mine for you.
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