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Thursday, June 30, 2005

Rome's disappearing shops & cafes

By Jeremy Bowen
BBC News, Rome

People in Britain often lament the changes in the nation's towns and cities, as more and more national and international chain stores, banks and coffee outlets force out local businesses and city centres all seem to look the same. But this is not just a British phenomenon. Jeremy Bowen says that Rome is also yielding to the relentless march of globalisation.

Romans still take their morning coffee and pastry at their local bars
It may be hard for many people who live in the teeming cities of our globalised world to understand, but my commute to work is one of the great pleasures of my day.

To get to the office, I walk for about half an hour through what must be the most beautiful city anywhere.

The centre of Rome is not remotely busy before 10 o'clock in the morning. The day feels fresh and new.

Even the Pantheon, the great domed building that started as a Roman temple 2,000 years ago and was preserved intact because it became one of the earliest Christian churches, is serene and cool when I walk past it.

The tourists must still be sleeping.

My most senior colleagues here say that the 1950s were better, before mass tourism, before there were many cars, when eating in a restaurant was cheaper than cooking at home.

But I suspect that, when I am old enough to be able to say it was better in my day, I might reminisce about Rome at the start of the 21st century.

Life may be less charming than it was in the 1950s but I suspect it is much more attractive than it will be 50 years from now.

Adverts on TV show happy Italian families eating something that mamma bought in the supermarket and warmed up in the microwave

The world is shrinking and it is squeezing everywhere and everybody.

Almost 25 years ago, I spent a year in Italy as a student. It was fascinating and fun, but no paradise.

It was still recovering from the turbulence of the 1970s, when there had been bombs, kidnapping and ideological conflict between the right and the left.

And it was very Italian.

Everyone had Italian cars - Fiats for the masses, Alfas for the sporty, Lancias for the rich.

On every corner of the city where I lived small shops sold salami, ham, cheese and wonderful fruit and vegetables.

Romans have a strong sense of their own identity and a huge pride in their city.

In bakeries, as well as bread there were strange flat sheets of dough, dusted with flour or knotted into little parcels. In Britain I had never seen fresh pasta.

Twenty-five years ago, not many foreigners lived in Italy and not many people spoke foreign languages nor appeared to have any desire so to do.

But now, in the globalised world, some middle-class Romans send their children to international schools so that they will grow up speaking English fluently.

The Italian father of one of my daughter's classmates speaks to his Italian children only in English.

In restaurants the waiters are usually Italian but, if you look into the kitchens, the people that are turning out local favourites like buccatini all'amatriciana or spaghetti carbonara are very often Asians.

And the way of life that seemed routine and ordinary 25 years ago is disappearing.

The businesses that paid for it - that produced things that people wanted to buy because they were well designed and well priced - are struggling to compete against cheap competition from China.

The wives and mothers, who would have spent the morning shopping and cooking, often go to work now.

Many of the small food shops they do not have time to visit any more have closed. Adverts on TV show happy Italian families eating something that mamma bought in the supermarket and warmed up in the microwave.

Sometimes on my way back from work, I stop at a poultry butcher who sells excellent free range chicken and eggs.

His brother sells the red meat at a shop just across the road. I have never seen any other customers in the shop when I have been buying my chicken.

Long before closing time, which is about 7.30 in the evening, the shop is immaculately clean and he is pacing up and down in the street outside, packed up and ready to go home.

All the shops like that seem to be run by men and women in their 60s, and most of them will turn into boutiques or jewellers' shops when their owners retire.

I do not want to overstate the sense of change.

Walking through Rome every day is a delight which I will never forget. There are still workshops in beautiful medieval streets fixing scooters or espresso machines, or making boxes or strange balls of wire.

The greengrocers - and there are still plenty of them - sell local fruit and vegetables that are in season, not tasteless cotton wool balls that have been flown in from the other side of the world.

Tourists can buy Big Macs to eat on the Spanish Steps but hundreds of thousands of Romans still take their morning coffee and cornetto - a kind of sweet croissant - standing at their local bars.

They have a strong sense of their own identity and a huge pride in their city.

But the commercial forces that are taking away too many of the differences that make the world interesting are at work here too. And it is a process that goes in only one direction.

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

food for thought

why prostitutes make more money than architects
excerpt from "freakonomics" by steven levitt & stephen dubner

"...when there are a lot of people willing and able to do a job, that job generally doesn't pay well. this is one of four meaningful factors that determine a wage. the others are the specialized skills a job requires, the unpleasantness of a job, and the demand for services that the job fulfills.

"the delicate balance between these factors helps explain why, for instance, the typical prostitute earns more than the typical architect. it may not seem as though she should. the architect would appear to be more skilled (as the word is usually defined) and better educated (again, as usually defined). but little girls don't grow up dreaming of becoming prostitutes, so the supply of potential prostitutes is relatively small. their skills, while not necessarily "specialized," are practiced in a very specialized context. the job is unpleasant and forbidding in at least two significant ways: the likelihood of violence and the lost opportunity of having a stable family life. as for demand? let's just say that an architect is more likely to hire a prostitute than vice versa."

Friday, June 24, 2005

temporary insomniac



had coffee at 10pm. now i couldn't go to sleep. darn it. was supposed to do some reading, but i couldn't focus. i've updated my planner, trimmed my nails, sorted some notebooks, and now that i have run out of distractions, i turn to my blog. how predictable. but how effective!!! i'm now sleepy. hahaha.

just to recap, i went to the spa with 2 of my high school classmates tonight. the bride (her wedding is next week!) and the bridesmaid i replaced. (she's preggy, and tradition / superstition forbids her to walk down the aisle, etc etc.) ANYway... i got a 30-minute back massage. and for the life of me, my upper back hurts like crazy. i can tell the masseuse had a difficult time with me... i can actually feel all the knots and stiff muscles on my upper back and neck. of course, she'd target the extra tense areas. which are actually the extra painful areas. it actually feels like i had a workout - i am experiencing the kind of muscle pain that results from stretching and tearing your muscles from weight training. the kind that actually feels painfully better when you stretch. but it also feels like my back is bruised. 'cause when i try to massage some of the strain away - OUCH!!! i wonder if it has anything to do with the quick hot shower i took a few minutes after my therapy. (i know, you're not supposed to shower, but i just HATE being all greasy & sticky after a massage! plus, i break out easily.)

the massage was something i was actually looking forward to, since i was uber stressed (and worn-out) these past two weeks. hormonal balance included. unfortunately, i seem to be stressed beyond redemption. because at the end of the massage session, there were still stiff muscles and knots on my upper back. no amount of kneading and rubbing and stretching was able to take away the stiffness. i probably need relaxation therapy more often.

one week until the wedding and i still do not have a solid program. some host i'll turn out to be!!! hopefully, the girls will be able to help me out when we have dinner tomorrow eve.

i do hope my back pain disappears by tomorrow. (well, technically, later today. oh, whatever.)

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

dear r

damn, this is hard.

i've played this over and over in my head a million times. i knew what to say, i figured out how to say it. but i never got to the part about how to start.

i've known you almost two years. and you've come in and out of my life so many times, i've lost count. whenever the memory of you starts to fade into oblivion, you show up. a call, a message, an email. it doesn't matter how. you just find some way to let me know that you're alive.

from day 1 i knew you were special. i knew you'd always be a part of my life, or at least, i wanted you to be. maybe i already fell in love with you then. i don't know.

what i find totally amazing is how we got along so well, despite the fact that we hardly knew each other. and that we come from very different backgrounds. and that we were born almost a decade apart. then again, stranger things have happened.

i can't quite describe how i feel about you. it's a strange kind of comfortable affinity that is satisfied with just being. maybe i love you. but i've been in love a few times before, and this is totally different. this love - if you can call it that - is the kind that makes no demands. the kind that makes me wonder where you are at night, and how you're feeling. but hardly hopes that you think of me, too. the kind that simply wants you to be happy - with or without me - but makes me crushed when i know you're not. the kind that realizes any girl would be lucky to have you, but knows and accepts that i'm not the one you want, much less need.

i guess you can say it's the kind of love that knows how to let go. a sad kind of love that accepts losing as part of loving.

maybe i'm not in love with you. maybe i'm crazy.

i guess i'd have to be, to fall for you. crazy, i mean.

Sunday, June 19, 2005

on getting drunk

i have never gotten drunk in my entire twenty-six years of existence. the farthest i'd get is a splitting headache and a red face. no alcohol-induced giggling fits or unintelligible monologues. getting drunk doesn't really appeal to me. (aside from the fact that it's unbiblical.)

so, if you saw me last night, nursing a scotch glass containing a mudslide, (that's baileys + kahlua + vodka to you!) you'd think something is really wrong. and in a way, it was.

for some absurd reason i was depressed as hell in the past two days. i blame the hormones. but i could really just be manic-depressive, and the hormones simply aggravated my saturnine disposition. whatever. the bottom line is, i got so depressed, i wanted to get drunk. that is a shocking first for me. and if that weren't enough, the desire for a hard drink came in the middle of a sunny day. yeah, just pull out all the stops, why don't you.

unfortunately, i had to wait until the evening to get my liquor. but i got it within ten minutes of sitting down at the restaurant. (my best bud was treating us on his birthday. almost wasn't able to go, which is part of the reason of depressive fit.) when the drink came, i sipped half of it. then got a splitting headache. can you spell L-O-S-E-R???

i waited until the headache subsided before downing the rest of my drink. no unfavorable reactions after that. but no emotional high either.

so, on the day i first felt the urge to get drunk, i had to wait eight hours to get a drink. and when i got my drink, i didn't get drunk.

whatalife.

Thursday, June 16, 2005

idiot!!!



so i had to miss watching batman begins last night. i can live with that. so i might not be able to get my money back. i can live with that, too. but what i cannot live with, is that some IDIOT officemate didn't have enough foresight to sell the two extra tickets they had as ADJACENT SEATS. he sold them SEPARATELY.

it wasn't my fault i came down with the stomach flu yesterday. it wasn't my fault i still wasn't feeling well enough to drive fifteen kilometers for an hour to get to the theater. SO WHY THE HECK DO I HAVE TO PAY FOR IT?!?!?! i thought it would be hard for them to sell just one ticket, so i was willing to let it go, actually. but when i found out someone else begged off, i thought, well, at least it will be easier to sell the tickets. i mean, what kind of loser watches movies alone???

ha. apparently, my officemate does. because he thought it would be better to sell two NON-ADJACENT seats than two adjacent ones. and did i mention that we got two whole rows of seats, anyway??? so nobody would end up being alone on a row, because even if you sold two seats, you'd still have three seats in that row. so what's with the "it's better to have everyone together" bit??? i mean, you are inside a DARK theater, watching one of the most suspense-laden, action-packed films of the month. your eyes will be practically glued to the screen, YOU WOULDN'T EVEN NOTICE WHO'S SITTING BESIDE YOU!!! there's duh, there's Duh, and then there's DUH. my colleague most definitely fits in the last category.

i'm getting so upset my stomach is acting up again. sigh. I WANT MY MONEY BACK!!!

Monday, June 13, 2005

expired!!!

sideblog's domain hosting subscription expired! no wonder my sideblog hasn't been showing up the past few days... i guess not many people bother to pay for the premium service. oh well.

on to happier news. today is a free day for me. one of those days when i can pretty much do whatever it is i really want. yay. watched the shawshank redemption on dvd in the morning. played badminton in the afternoon. now about to have a post-birthday celebration with some friends in a restaurant nearby.

i wish i didn't have to go to work tomorrow. *sigh*

Friday, June 10, 2005

signs of aging

as my birthday draws inevitably near (yes, i have a birthday. i am not a spawn from the depths of hell.) i realize a lot of things are different about me. physically, i am not as healthy (or virus-immune) as i used to be. my digestive system is becoming more sensitive to the things i eat. i get tired easily, and when i don't get regular exercise, my body can tell. finally, when that time of the month rolls around, i become moody and irritable - and i notice it.

but it goes beyond that. i realize that a lot of my values and opinions have changed - evolved? - just this past year. some days i catch myself thinking like *gasp* my mother. it usually comes out when dealing with the househelp and with my younger sisters. not that i've become a nag. (good grief, i hope not.) but i've become less lenient on some things my mom is particular about. like the maids taking liberties with our appliances at home. previously, i wouldn't mind if the househelp would watch TV in our room. or use the PC. i didn't mind what they do in their free time, as long as they get the job done, and they don't steal anything. not anymore. i have become more concerned about how they hang out with the construction workers next door. how they use our things without permission. (it might have something to do with a certain maid driving my so-called car and backing it into the gate.) i guess, in some ways, i have become more... traditional. conservative. mommy-ish. to the point of getting on my sister's case about work and other things she's supposed to do.

it must be the age.

Saturday, June 04, 2005

one-dimensional

warning - author is undergoing identity crisis.

the past few weeks i've been meeting all sorts of interesting people. people who cannot normally be found in my social circle. (or circles, since i move in different groups.) and i have come to one conclusion. i have no depth.

when i see myself vis-a-vis these people, i come out as BLAH.

okay, arguably, i'm not as boring as some (maybe most?) people i know. but these days, i seem to be running into individuals who are farther (as in way up there) in the unique personality scale. i feel so frumpy around them. like i have nothing to offer in their interesting conversations, no insightful comments or funny remarks that shows how brilliant or witty or cultured i am.

a one-dimensional personality, that's what i have. even compared to my younger sister, i'm pretty duh. and it depresses me. is this all i have to offer the world??? my blah-ness???

my sister said it's partly 'cause of our environment; we're surrounded by small-minded people. (and i thought i was an intellectual snob.) lack of intellectual stimuli = dull brains and bland personalities. i have to agree. not many open-minded, forward-thinking people in philippine society. which is another reason for me to leave. hahaha.

i don't want to be blah for the rest of my life. there are so many things i want to do and places i want to see and people i want to meet. unfortunately, present conditions (i.e. parental restrictions and an extended-hour day job) do not allow for such personality-developing activities. i guess it's also part of the culture; the chinese are traditionally isolationists, preferring to limit interaction with their own kind. which again, puts us in a very small box and makes for very one-dimensional people. not to mention irrationally arrogant. (i can go into detail with my family, but i think i'll pass.) and work - don't even get me started. it takes up too much of my time that it pushes out the more important things in life. what a sad, sad existence. sigh.

i really feel like the dullest person on earth. and it doesn't feel very nice.